Colby's Life

Mr. & Mrs Smith

2005-06-12T21:44:00.000-04:00

Just went to see Mr. & Mrs Smith.

What can I say about this movie? I forsee Mr. & Mrs Smith 2 coming out in the near future.This was 1 hell of a good movie.I mean if this is what the summer has in store for us than we're in for 1 hell of a bumpy ride.

Rainbow Boy

2005-05-29T21:18:00.000-04:00

Rainbow Boy

I dont know what it is about you Rainbow Boy ?
You go away for weeks with out a word Rainbow Boy.
You caught be by surpise today when I saw that you were near to be Rainbow Boy.
But yet you seemed so far Rainbow Boy.

What is it about you Rainbow Boy that gets me all weak in the knees. I mean your just a Boy.
A pretty amazing ,Rainbow Boy.

Will I get another chance like I had today Rainbow Boy? Only you know the answer to that.
Until then Rainbow Boy.
Thanks for brightening up my Rainy Sunday afternoon.

Love,
Colby

A Density of Souls

2005-05-29T20:35:00.000-04:00

A Density of Souls

The day you entered my life I was in a sad and lonely place.
Your kind words and the look on your face brought me out of that darkness.
For months we were like one.
2 peas in a pod.

I would finish your words and you would do mine.
But little did we know that there was a storm coming our way.
Something that would change both of our life forever.

That storm rip us a part and threw for a loop.
You back to your own personal Hell and me trying to find my way all over again.

But I still cherish thoughs Months we have had.The Plans we made.

Thank you,
Mister DJ.

Somewhere Out There / Could've Been

2005-05-24T13:36:00.000-04:00

Somewhere Out There....

Has I sit by the window watching the rain come down.
I stare out into the empty streets.
I wonder if your out there somewhere..

Have we met?
Were you that guy sitting next to me Sunday in the movie theater as we watch Star Wars :Episode 3?
Could you have been that guy i ran into lastnight in the supermarket.You know the one that help me reach that heavy jar on the top shelf.

Somewhere out there...
I know you must be.
Will we meet?

I long for the day when you will enter my life.
Somewhere,Somehow.
I know you will.
Until then I'm still waiting.....

MEN What is the Big Deal?

2005-05-15T22:49:00.000-04:00

Im just wondering if there is truly a nice guy out there somewhere?

I mean why is it all i seem to get a LOSERS?

The guys I get all want 1 thing SEX.Thats not all bad but.Cum on.I want more!

So if you are reading this and are turely a real guy that feels the same way i do than email me here and we can see what we have in common, smallvilleboy69@gmail.com .

I'll Never Hold You Again

2005-04-27T19:07:00.000-04:00

I Never Hold You Again

Sometime my mind plays tricks on me.
I think I hear your voice, feel you standing next to me.
Well I come back to reality, and it’s lonely.
Sometime my memory plays tricks on me.
I think it never happened, think it’s how it use to be.
Then I come back to reality, and it’s lonely, so lonely.

You’re the wind blowing through me, so strong I can’t catch my breath. The sun below the horizon, I’ll never feel your warmth again. You the words never I spoken, and the heart that still broken. You’re the hurt that stays to the end.
I Never Hold You Again.

I keep my eyes from showing feelings; once a tear keeps fallen, they just keep fallen. I hold back to reality, and it’s lonely, so lonely.

You’re the wind blowing through me, so strong I can’t catch my breath. The sun below the horizon, I’ll never feel your warmth again. You the words never I spoken, and the heart that still broken. You’re the hurt that stays to the end.
I Never Hold You Again.

I know we will never be, But I still dream. About you holding me, and loving me, Baby.

You’re the wind blowing through me, so strong I can’t catch my breath. The sun below the horizon, I’ll never feel your warmth again. You the words never I spoken, and the heart that still broken.You’re the hurt that stays to the end.
I Never Hold
I Never Hold You Again.

How do you talk to an Angel ?

2005-03-07T20:15:00.000-05:00

You are an Angel set to me from the heavens above.
You flew down and entered through my window.
You told me all the right things that I need to hear.
Your words are heavenly sent.
I thank the man above for sending you to me.
You are my ANGEL.
Thanks for coming into my life.

Love Is ?

2005-02-14T21:46:00.000-05:00

What is love?
Can someone be "In love" or just be caught up in the word itself.
Have I been In love with all thoses other guys that had let me here today.
Or were they just Crushes.

So on the 14th of February has I sit here there is no heart shape box of Chocolates.
No card.
No one to call me own.

So i guess I have myself to blame for the road that has lead me here.
Maybe tomorrow I will finally take that other road.

Enter You

2005-01-17T09:46:00.000-05:00

I've heard that all the worlds a stage
and we are only players acting out some pre-determined page
but it is lonely as can be
with nobody opposite me
then...
enter you
walla it's show time
you brought the house down with the dance and the dumb ditty
enter you
in less then no time
this ugly drama has become pretty (la la la la la lum liddy)
up went the curtain
my lines felt wrong intermission seemed so far away the plot uncertain
the scene's too long life
was like an uninspiring play
but...
now you're here we meet stage center
I thought my story line
was through then from the blue
enter you

Tuesday, 3am

2005-01-10T22:32:00.000-05:00

Tuesday, 3 am

Tuesday, 3 am
Once again I’m wide awake.
Waiting for this time to mend this heart of mine,
That keeps on breaking.
Newspapers I throw away
Wash the dishes in the sink
3am, on Tuesday
I have to much time to think.

I could call out to heaven I could crawl down through hell
Nothing will change the way the way they are, and nothing every will

He thinks I can’t hear him cry
And I pretend I don’t know all about the 3 am’s he spend wrestling with your ghost.

I hear him call out to heaven, I watch him crawl down through hell
He still can’t get over you
I know he never will

Nothing he says can bring you back
He’s got nothing left to show
But a pocket watch and memories
For that kiss out in the snow

I hear him call out to heaven, I watch him crawl down through hell
He still can’t get over you
I know he never will

I hear him call out to heaven, I watch him crawl down through hell
He still can’t get over you
I know he never will.

Kiss Me...

2004-12-27T22:13:00.000-05:00

Kiss Me

Let me close my eyes
Let me see
Give me hope tonight
Give me, me
Touch my heart I'd cry
And I live
I live alone tonight
And I dream
Hold me
Give me a place
Help me find my way
Carry him tonight
Carry me
Be one inside my dreams
Save me,make me whole
Breath me
Find my way
Hold me
Give me a place
Help me
Find my way
Carry him tonight
Carry me
Be one inside my dreams
Save me,make me whole
Breath me
Find my way
Come here,be with me
All for you now
Take me
I'll fly away
Find Me
Kiss Me
Kiss Me
Kiss Me

"Love Don't Live Here Anymore"

2004-12-21T22:35:00.000-05:00

"Love Don't Live Here Anymore"

[Chorus:]

You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore

When you lived inside of me
There was nothing I could conceive
That you wouldn't do for me
Trouble seemed so far away
You changed that right away, baby

[chorus]

Love don't live here anymore
Just emptiness and memories
Of what we had before
You went away
Found another place to stay, another home

[chorus]

In the windmills of my eyes
Everyone can see the loneliness inside me
Why'd ya have to go away
Don't you know I miss you so and need your love

[chorus]

Song By Madonna
One of Colby's all time favorite Songs.

Take My Hand

2004-12-21T01:33:00.000-05:00

Two Bodys
Yours and mine intertwine.
Your hand takes My hand.
You tell me love me.
You say you will be mine forever and for always.
Our body link like long lost partners,
longing to be needed.
Two Body wanting to become One with each other.
Wanting to share themselves with each and every breath they take.
Our love for one another shows no end in site.
Our Story has only began.
So If you take my hand,I will take your until my dying day.

Colby's Wish List 4 2005.

2004-12-21T00:53:00.000-05:00

My wish list for 2005.

5.Move to LA.
4.Meet new people who are open minded and true of heart.
3.Find Mr.Right not Mr.Right Now.
2.To be in a movie with Corey Spears
1.Date Corey Spears.

Well I'm going to be going 3 of these thing what who know what will come first.

Old Socks

2004-12-20T23:56:00.000-05:00

Old Socks...

Ex's are like old socks,
Ex-friends are like old socks,
Once you get a hole in them they're no longer worth keeping around.
I just throw out a pair of "Old Sock" this Morning.
Thanks God, Hopefully they ( He) wouldn't find his way back into my sock drowl this time.

So no more Sock.I'm going to be sticking to my loverly "Spears" briefs,And no I'm not talking about Britney.

Cold December Morning...

2004-12-20T12:23:00.000-05:00

I woke up this Morning to hear the wind raping against the window outside.
The temp read - 9 below zero this morning.
But for some reason it wasn't Cold in here.
It seems the fire has been relite inside of me.
Deep down inside of me lives a new flame that I though had been put out something ago.
It seems that you have relite the fire inside of me.
You've given me a new hope Babycakes.
Thanks for relighting my fire.
Thanks for keeping me warm on this Cold Decemeber Morning.
I'm your for the asking.
So ask away....

Sweet Corey

2004-12-20T01:49:00.000-05:00

Corey is the sweetest guy I know.If he was a peice of candy I wouldn't mind suck on that all day.He's a Perfect 10 in my book.

Love ya!

The greatest man

2004-12-20T00:10:00.000-05:00

The geatest man.

The greatset man I know lives 3,000 + miles away from me.
He hears my voice and knows my deepest thought and fear.
He hasnt left me let,God know why he hasn't.

I thank god the other day for bring.It's been a long time since we chatted.I guess he still cares.Thanks you GOD for bring such a sweet man like Corey into my life.